Saturday, January 01, 2011 | posted by mahwish_rina
A new year it is. Happy new year my dearies! :)
2010, a year has passed, the year of change. I had the most changes in my life last year, n i cant really say i liked it all.. but i guess im trying to adapt still. i got the taste of working, experience the so called 'culture-shock', getting along with new friends in a new school, new way of teaching, new subjects and alot of other new stuffs.
TBH, 2010 was kind of challenging for me. i learnt that sometimes, what affects u, ur mood, ur emotions, ur life, is not just ur life, ur problems, ur troubles. its about everyone in ur life. no matter how small or big their part is in ur life, they still have that effect on u. U feel their sadness, happiness or anything at all.
'Ada hikmah disebalik musibah ni.' ive been told so many times, ive said this so many times. but i finally understood wat it really meant, not that i dont believe it before. But, really, seeing, or experiencing that is, is believing. u learn to accept that its not always like wat it seems on the outside, its deeper than that. its not just seeing, or reading, its abt understanding wat it really is.
Although at that moment, u felt so low u thought ull drown with all the sadness in the world, u will realize soon after that u became a stronger , more understanding, a better person mayb wif that. Its difficult, but take ur time, ull surely get that feeling then, soon or later.
2010, i became an introvert i think. not shy introvert, just, as quoted from here"more concerned with the inner world of the mind. "
-"They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. this is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to 'recharge'."
Lol, that totally explains how i feel.
On the bright side, i got to make alot of new friends this year in a bigger new school. hehehe *im loving the library XP* n the lovely buddies, mimi,leyda,picky,ha,nadia,nini,echa, thankyou for always making time to meet up no matter how busy u r. really, the surprises n watnots, saying u wont come n u came, saying u have plans but still meet up, thanks alot. really. love u guyssss
and of course, i love my family more n more each day. I thank Allah for all that He has given me. Alhamdulillah.
Saturday, January 01, 2011 | posted by mahwish_rina
A new year it is. Happy new year my dearies! :)
2010, a year has passed, the year of change. I had the most changes in my life last year, n i cant really say i liked it all.. but i guess im trying to adapt still. i got the taste of working, experience the so called 'culture-shock', getting along with new friends in a new school, new way of teaching, new subjects and alot of other new stuffs.
TBH, 2010 was kind of challenging for me. i learnt that sometimes, what affects u, ur mood, ur emotions, ur life, is not just ur life, ur problems, ur troubles. its about everyone in ur life. no matter how small or big their part is in ur life, they still have that effect on u. U feel their sadness, happiness or anything at all.
'Ada hikmah disebalik musibah ni.' ive been told so many times, ive said this so many times. but i finally understood wat it really meant, not that i dont believe it before. But, really, seeing, or experiencing that is, is believing. u learn to accept that its not always like wat it seems on the outside, its deeper than that. its not just seeing, or reading, its abt understanding wat it really is.
Although at that moment, u felt so low u thought ull drown with all the sadness in the world, u will realize soon after that u became a stronger , more understanding, a better person mayb wif that. Its difficult, but take ur time, ull surely get that feeling then, soon or later.
2010, i became an introvert i think. not shy introvert, just, as quoted from here"more concerned with the inner world of the mind. "
-"They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. this is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to 'recharge'."
Lol, that totally explains how i feel.
On the bright side, i got to make alot of new friends this year in a bigger new school. hehehe *im loving the library XP* n the lovely buddies, mimi,leyda,picky,ha,nadia,nini,echa, thankyou for always making time to meet up no matter how busy u r. really, the surprises n watnots, saying u wont come n u came, saying u have plans but still meet up, thanks alot. really. love u guyssss
and of course, i love my family more n more each day. I thank Allah for all that He has given me. Alhamdulillah.
