Thursday, September 23, 2010 | posted by mahwish_rina
sometimes, i feel lonely. i feel sad.
suddenly when i look around, "wheres my friends?"
n then it seems like theres no one close enough. no one with me, beside me.
its hard. its difficult. at times, u worry too much about ur family, u stayed at home far too long just to please them... but then it gets lonely. very lonely. its like for a moment, ur relationships with others were stopped. for a sec then, u wonder, is this really worth it. being with family n not with friends. not that friends are less important, not that family is more important, just, you start to think, if its all worth the loneliness.
maybe this is because i disappoint people way too much, that i am the one who ends up being disappointed. funny isn't it. people might think im being proud, unfriendly. but its not that. i hope im not that. i seriously do.
LoneLiness
Thursday, September 23, 2010 | posted by mahwish_rina
sometimes, i feel lonely. i feel sad.
suddenly when i look around, "wheres my friends?"
n then it seems like theres no one close enough. no one with me, beside me.
its hard. its difficult. at times, u worry too much about ur family, u stayed at home far too long just to please them... but then it gets lonely. very lonely. its like for a moment, ur relationships with others were stopped. for a sec then, u wonder, is this really worth it. being with family n not with friends. not that friends are less important, not that family is more important, just, you start to think, if its all worth the loneliness.
maybe this is because i disappoint people way too much, that i am the one who ends up being disappointed. funny isn't it. people might think im being proud, unfriendly. but its not that. i hope im not that. i seriously do.
