wake up arnd 6 plus, subuh, make abg punya bekal, kemas kemas, n get ready for school.
come back home from school arnd 7 or 8, pray maghrib, cuci baju, kemas kemas, by the time dah pukol 10. finish all my homeworks n tutorial. n ill be dead by then. on good nights, i still hve the strength to study. on bad nites, ill be so knocked out aft cleaning' tt i dont have the urge to study, only homeworks, no revision. normal timing to sleep 215 am.
its totally a different kind of exhaustion. i used to say im tired, i guess, its mentally... too much 'studying', those kind of tired. nowadays, my body ache, like really ache, my hand all sore, my brain isnt helping with my school work either. its tiring, n difficult.
at times i just feel like i wanna give up. dowaana do this anymore, but hey, it will b too dirty i cnt even concentrate. shish. wats worst is im doing it alone. cleaning up abgs room, when he always leave his mess behind. wash his clothes. i cnt believe im doing it alone. always thinkin wat to eat today, im starting to nag like my mother. heh
ok, this is a long post. im practically whining. mayb im a spoilt brat. but this is really hard for me to handle, with all the quizzes , reports... ive never slept -as in letak kpale ats meja sleep- in lecture at all, a record i guess, but i slept for the ferst time on last thurs for like wat, 20 mins?followed by yest.
for now, my mum n dad is coming back. LOVE! hehe n ninis bahas is today. coz im too tired, iwas knocked out the moment i switched on my comp yest. gt home, try to clean everything to avoid kene marah today.
abg: adik, besok syawal eh?
me: huh?
abg: asl kau kemas mcm org gile? hehehehehe
me: kau nk kene marah ngan ibu kape? =.=
i cleaned from 5 to 7 plus yest. ate, watch some videos with abg, n the moment i switched on my comp, i slept.
sso i missed a few things. NINI, wo ai ni! u cn do this k! bittaufik wannajah.. we have faith in u!
Saturday, July 24, 2010 | posted by mahwish_rina
like finally, its saturday.
lets recap wat i did for the last 2 weeks.
wake up arnd 6 plus, subuh, make abg punya bekal, kemas kemas, n get ready for school.
come back home from school arnd 7 or 8, pray maghrib, cuci baju, kemas kemas, by the time dah pukol 10. finish all my homeworks n tutorial. n ill be dead by then. on good nights, i still hve the strength to study. on bad nites, ill be so knocked out aft cleaning' tt i dont have the urge to study, only homeworks, no revision. normal timing to sleep 215 am.
its totally a different kind of exhaustion. i used to say im tired, i guess, its mentally... too much 'studying', those kind of tired. nowadays, my body ache, like really ache, my hand all sore, my brain isnt helping with my school work either. its tiring, n difficult.
at times i just feel like i wanna give up. dowaana do this anymore, but hey, it will b too dirty i cnt even concentrate. shish. wats worst is im doing it alone. cleaning up abgs room, when he always leave his mess behind. wash his clothes. i cnt believe im doing it alone. always thinkin wat to eat today, im starting to nag like my mother. heh
ok, this is a long post. im practically whining. mayb im a spoilt brat. but this is really hard for me to handle, with all the quizzes , reports... ive never slept -as in letak kpale ats meja sleep- in lecture at all, a record i guess, but i slept for the ferst time on last thurs for like wat, 20 mins?followed by yest.
for now, my mum n dad is coming back. LOVE! hehe n ninis bahas is today. coz im too tired, iwas knocked out the moment i switched on my comp yest. gt home, try to clean everything to avoid kene marah today.
abg: adik, besok syawal eh?
me: huh?
abg: asl kau kemas mcm org gile? hehehehehe
me: kau nk kene marah ngan ibu kape? =.=
i cleaned from 5 to 7 plus yest. ate, watch some videos with abg, n the moment i switched on my comp, i slept.
sso i missed a few things. NINI, wo ai ni! u cn do this k! bittaufik wannajah.. we have faith in u!
