i have so many things to say... so many thoughts... the pressure, the worries, its gonna make me go crazy
i dunno... all of a sudden, im getting so tensed about os.. since we have abt a month left to the mid year examination... its making me go crazy... i keep on thinking hw i shd start studying... mayb i shd relly start.
yet the worries... the regrets.. how i keep on doing things i regret... saying things i dont mean. giving ppl the wrong impressions, hurting others, im trying to cool down.. i noe alot of ppl hate me.. im irritating.. i admit im hot tempered.. everything ppl always say.. shameless. im sorry to those ive hurt. im sure theres a heavenlot. im sorry.. i tend to b more aggressive with the ppl close to me. im sorry...
i miss raida.. i miss all the things thats slowly n gradually disappearing. it hurts when ustz q said we wre happy to leave school... no im not. i hate all ths separations, i dunno how im gonna live thru...
p/s: i miss u more thn u think, im sorry i cnt help u much. it hurts .. im counting days...
Friday, March 06, 2009 | posted by mahwish_rina
i have so many things to say... so many thoughts... the pressure, the worries, its gonna make me go crazy
i dunno... all of a sudden, im getting so tensed about os.. since we have abt a month left to the mid year examination... its making me go crazy... i keep on thinking hw i shd start studying... mayb i shd relly start.
yet the worries... the regrets.. how i keep on doing things i regret... saying things i dont mean. giving ppl the wrong impressions, hurting others, im trying to cool down.. i noe alot of ppl hate me.. im irritating.. i admit im hot tempered.. everything ppl always say.. shameless. im sorry to those ive hurt. im sure theres a heavenlot. im sorry.. i tend to b more aggressive with the ppl close to me. im sorry...
i miss raida.. i miss all the things thats slowly n gradually disappearing. it hurts when ustz q said we wre happy to leave school... no im not. i hate all ths separations, i dunno how im gonna live thru...
p/s: i miss u more thn u think, im sorry i cnt help u much. it hurts .. im counting days...