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Thursday, November 06, 2008 | posted by mahwish_rina

its depressing to fail
its depressing to watch myself fall
its so depressing that i wanna scream and cry
its so depressing that i want to feel like i dun care anymore
but i do
n thats basically the problem
i hate to fail things i love
its depressing....
how can i succeed in things that i dislike when even those i love is going down the drain?
how can the world seem so down?
why do i feel like its always raining?
with thunders and lightnings
or mayb im the one with the downpour? ;l

they say i can cry
so i did
they say i can scream
so i did
but why doesnt the world change?
but why doesnt it turn normal?
why is it still gloomy?
i wonder
they say i should get up
n prove to the world i can do better
but y does it feel so hard?
i wonder
n i wonder, what is so heartbreaking about this failure?
mayb its becoz, im losing something i love.

p/s: sorry. emo skjp :) n seriously, i feel better after listening to 2 songs, hate u love u from the super show n now or never hsm. :)
Little Miss Swan
Marinah Mohamad
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