Tuesday, February 05, 2008 | posted by mahwish_rina
Haasbi RAbbi!!!
a song i wish to share.. its a very nice song. i felt really motivated everytime i listen to this yusuf islam song. Alhamdulillah. jadik sumber inspirasi kot. sumtimes i felt like im just too far away from Allah. make me think abt all the things ive done. bnyk sngt bende yg da dibuat yang kadangkale sala, tapi ttp dibuat jugak.. ntahla kan.. susahla marinah nik. kepaler batu!
i noe myself. i am sumtimes or mayb always, just too lazy or just cnt b bothered. but Allah, have been really generous by still giving me more time for taubah. but marina, y r u still wasting ur time doin things u r not supposed to do? ya Allah! guide me ya Allah. im ashamed of myself ya Allah. how ungrateful am i? all the time given to me are wasted. ya Allah, help me ya Allah! ya Allah! how i wish i was a great person ya Allah! berikanlah daku hidayahMu ya Allah! berikanlah daku cahaya untuk menerangi hidupku ya Allah. pimpinlah daku ya Allah.
setiap kali duduk termenung, mengenang kelakuan diri, setitis demi setitis air mata jatuh membasahi pipi, tetapi, apabila dunia mendekatiku, hilang ingatanku terhadap hari akhirat. hilang segala duka akan diriku yang berdosa. ya Allah! ujianMu... aku memohon padaMu ya Allah! kuatkanlah imanku.. agar sentiasa mengingatiMu ya Allah. terlalu banyak dosaku ya Allah. berkanlah daku petunjukMu ya Allah! jauhkanlah diriku dari kemurkaanmu! aku pohon padamu ya Allah! bimbinglah daku dan semua kaum keluargaku, teman teman seperjuanganku, juga setiap umat islam. ampunkanlah dosa dosaku!
***
another day had passed... bringing me nearer to the hols. ya Allah. well, tadik ader amek 2 test. bio n maths. i did okay 4 my bio but i dun think i did good in my maths. wish me luck. doakan kiter. well, so many things had happened. well, there r so many things on my mind. these past few days, bnyk bende yg go against my will. keep regrettin my actions. i dunno if regrets are sumtin good anymore. i dunnola. 2008 have been really tiring. kind of stressful.
well, next week, tauhid, chem n arabic test.. chem n arabic on wed, while tauhid on thurs. another 3 sleepless nights. i just hope all my hardwork are worth it. help me!
well, this past few days kan, keep dgr ria n 987. goodthing i have a radio to accompany me. kc was supper funny.. he kept laughing at the callers. lol. muttons pon kekek. haha. i keep laughing on my own mlm2. dlm pukul 1am ktawer sorang2. scary kan? kadang2, raida will teman me. yesterday we talked until my phone nye batt mati. hahah.
then, haritu kiter g dentist. haha. so funny. it was scary. i keep playing with the cotton in my mouth. my tongue keep turnin it. haha. naughty me. then last friday, we baked brownies yg tak jadi. tak ltak air. haha. how pandai can we get?
that shd b all. taktau nk ckp aper agi. my aunties and cuzzies r here. so funnyla. gerek. i was really sleepy but kak yam kate.. lawan syaitan tu! so here i am bloggin. hehe
mareena signin off!
Hasbi Rabbi n YA mustafa
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 | posted by mahwish_rina
Haasbi RAbbi!!!
a song i wish to share.. its a very nice song. i felt really motivated everytime i listen to this yusuf islam song. Alhamdulillah. jadik sumber inspirasi kot. sumtimes i felt like im just too far away from Allah. make me think abt all the things ive done. bnyk sngt bende yg da dibuat yang kadangkale sala, tapi ttp dibuat jugak.. ntahla kan.. susahla marinah nik. kepaler batu!
i noe myself. i am sumtimes or mayb always, just too lazy or just cnt b bothered. but Allah, have been really generous by still giving me more time for taubah. but marina, y r u still wasting ur time doin things u r not supposed to do? ya Allah! guide me ya Allah. im ashamed of myself ya Allah. how ungrateful am i? all the time given to me are wasted. ya Allah, help me ya Allah! ya Allah! how i wish i was a great person ya Allah! berikanlah daku hidayahMu ya Allah! berikanlah daku cahaya untuk menerangi hidupku ya Allah. pimpinlah daku ya Allah.
setiap kali duduk termenung, mengenang kelakuan diri, setitis demi setitis air mata jatuh membasahi pipi, tetapi, apabila dunia mendekatiku, hilang ingatanku terhadap hari akhirat. hilang segala duka akan diriku yang berdosa. ya Allah! ujianMu... aku memohon padaMu ya Allah! kuatkanlah imanku.. agar sentiasa mengingatiMu ya Allah. terlalu banyak dosaku ya Allah. berkanlah daku petunjukMu ya Allah! jauhkanlah diriku dari kemurkaanmu! aku pohon padamu ya Allah! bimbinglah daku dan semua kaum keluargaku, teman teman seperjuanganku, juga setiap umat islam. ampunkanlah dosa dosaku!
***
another day had passed... bringing me nearer to the hols. ya Allah. well, tadik ader amek 2 test. bio n maths. i did okay 4 my bio but i dun think i did good in my maths. wish me luck. doakan kiter. well, so many things had happened. well, there r so many things on my mind. these past few days, bnyk bende yg go against my will. keep regrettin my actions. i dunno if regrets are sumtin good anymore. i dunnola. 2008 have been really tiring. kind of stressful.
well, next week, tauhid, chem n arabic test.. chem n arabic on wed, while tauhid on thurs. another 3 sleepless nights. i just hope all my hardwork are worth it. help me!
well, this past few days kan, keep dgr ria n 987. goodthing i have a radio to accompany me. kc was supper funny.. he kept laughing at the callers. lol. muttons pon kekek. haha. i keep laughing on my own mlm2. dlm pukul 1am ktawer sorang2. scary kan? kadang2, raida will teman me. yesterday we talked until my phone nye batt mati. hahah.
then, haritu kiter g dentist. haha. so funny. it was scary. i keep playing with the cotton in my mouth. my tongue keep turnin it. haha. naughty me. then last friday, we baked brownies yg tak jadi. tak ltak air. haha. how pandai can we get?
that shd b all. taktau nk ckp aper agi. my aunties and cuzzies r here. so funnyla. gerek. i was really sleepy but kak yam kate.. lawan syaitan tu! so here i am bloggin. hehe
