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Monday, October 15, 2007 | posted by mahwish_rina SALAM KESEDIHAN
SELAMAT ARIE RAYA SEMUA! Harap semua dpt berad dlm keadaan yg amt gebitra... ok.. waddeva. thats not exactly what i wanna sAY ut.. still slamat arie raya! ok! thz year punyer rayer is so fustratin! oh gosh.. i can cry u know.. ok.. u know as always.. no oneday would pss by without having me mking mistakes.. mayb thetsjuz me.. mking prob 4myelf.. im so tired man.. ok.. here's the stry... once upon a tyme which iz yestrday,mlm ak, i nga tunggu kakak klua dari bilik ayer.. dpn cmin dlm bilik, then abg suro amek gambar die...dier diri kat blkg sambel hulur the cam la. i tak prasan die hulur dkat... tapi ble i pusing.. bedebam.. jatuh cam tu. i was shocked.. ingatkan tak paper skali diernye cam rosak.. then sume org mara i like i sngaje.they keep ungkit abt the last cam.. drang mara2. mara i solang plak tu.. i bingit sey. i noela the first tyme mmg sala i.. tapi yg nie.. bukan i sngajer.. i tk sengajer..mcaner i nk tau abg pgng cam tu dkt ngan i sgt.. bukannyer i ader mater kat blakag i ble tnok my bro nye hand?? ape sey.. so i was so frustrated. sumer org blame i.. then i cant remember wat i did tapi kakak kater.. memang salah kau.. i was like.. i donno.. i cried. its stupid!! i cried hard till i tetdo.. so now i had 2 scrifice my money 4 that stupid cam which i am not allwed 2 use.. i am not allowed 2 use it since i ilangkan the 1st one.. i pon tak inginla i tk minat la sgt picture.. so i hd 2 use my money yg i super syg nk bli something else utk a stup cam yg i raser not my fault sorang.. paha tak?? this is crap! my papa tak tau n nobody isallowed to tell anybody else ok.. am writin here bcoz i know u ppl can b trusted n aya iz not goin 2 read this blog.. promise me ur nt goin 2 tell anybody n not goin 2 talk abt this anywhere or anytime ok?? so am so frustrated.. wadever.. so from now on.. am not going anywhere near amy electronic stuff bcoz every body in thiz family does not like me near them. so i dont care! wadever!! i hate this... i don want to spent my money on somethin am not al;lowed 2 use ok! but i had 2 coz it all 'MYFAULT'. NOBODY IZ BLAMING MY BROTHER COZ HE IS JUST TOO LUCKY N BCOZ DIE CUMER HULUR DKT NGAn I... DIE TAK MEAN NK SURO I LANGGA N BCOZ AM JUZ TOO CLUMSY N TAKDER MTER NK TNK BLAKANG N MMG SLALU JAhANNMKAN BENDE ORG N TAK NK BAYA... N BLA BLA BLA.. SO NOW.. AM GONNA TALK LESS TO THOSE WHO HAVEHURT ME.. BE PREPARED 4 A COLD WAR.. HAHA.. I DUNNO myb its bad but seriously.. am hurt ok!! they say it as if am the only onemaking the mistake.. n bla bla. its hard.. I DNNO BUT AM FUSTRAED WITH HIM.. ANGRY ACTUALLY... OH YA.. DID I TELL U.. I SHOUTED+SCREAMED TADI PAGI..I DID NOT SHOUt.. I DID NOT SCREAM.. I SHOUTED N SCREAMED.. I WASSO TENSE WITH THEM SAYING N BLAMING ME N HOW I AM NOT SUPPOSED 2B ANGRY BCOZ ITS ALL MY FAULT.. OOH YA.. U CANT IMAGINE..OW WAS MY VOICE NORMAL.. +SCREAM N SHOUT.. I RASER SAMPAI BAWA BLE DGR. THEY SAY I AM NOT SUPPOSE 2 B ANGRY BCOZ ITS MY FAULT.. MY BROTHER ALMOST PUNCHED ME./. OH YA.. I HATE THAT! C! EVERYBOPDY THINK ITS ALL MY FAULT! MY FAULT ONLY.. OH GOSH! I CAN CRY MAN... SERIOUS.. THIS I THE WORST RAYE EVER...mule2 saket.. then this. sigh! hmm... i need 2 go to jurong 2moro so watevr.. i ajak raidAh tapi DIE mcm tk nk.. i tak taula.. klau die tk g i had 2 go on my own.. janji ehk jgn blang sesaper.. i hate this! maeena   |
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